This weeks Question:
Vlog Contest! Vlog about why you want to be next weeks feature! If you are too shy to put yourself on camera – tell us why you are sooo shy.
Oh to be able to put myself on camera. *sight* That would be awesome. But, as you can see that is simply not going to happen. To be that brave.
When I was a kid, I was extremely shy. It's something that I might have grown out of, but life had a different idea. I developed a chronic illness, a side-effect of cancer meds I took when I was a baby (No worries, I've been cured since the age of 3). It's nothing serious, but it caused me to miss a lot of school. The shyness developed into shyness, plus awkwardness then a healthy dose of fear was added later. As you may have guessed, I now have a social disorder. So at the age of 31, I still have the chronic illness, which is only slightly worse than it used to be. Thank God for small favors.
I am unable to work, so I do not have many opportunities to work on my social disorder. That's one of the reasons I started this blog. Books are one of the few things in this world that I am completely comfortable with. They're my safe place when I'm scared. They're another world when I'm to sore and tired to leave the house. So I decided to start a book blog. It was my way to be brave and safe at the same time. Every post, comment and email response is a small victory for me and a chance to connect with people who love books just as much as I do.
So that is why I'm to shy to leave a video. Yeah for everyone who is brave enough to Vlog!!!